Blind......I Wannabe That Girl.....I'm The Lucky One

I Wanna Be That Girl by Leona Lewis.....Blind by Lifehouse......or......I'm The Lucky One by Anuar Zain..

I Wanna Be That Girl - Leona Lewis
I get this feeling inside whenever I see youYou give me butterfliesAnd there's nothing I can do The way it feels is just so sweetYour touch, your kiss it makes me weakJust let me show you this is trueGive me the chance and I will prove

Blind - Lifehouse
I would fall asleepOnly in hopes of dreamingThat everything would be like it was beforeBut nights like this it seems are slowly fleetingThey disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

I'm The Lucky One - Anuar Zain

Meski bercinta kadang tak indah
Tapi 'tuk buktikan kau yang terindah
Dan ku pastikan
I'm the lucky one
Nikmati cinta
Lebih dari segalanya

Which one of those 3 songs that really so mean ?? Am I that "Blind" ?? Am I really "Wannabe That Girl" ?? or Am I just "The Lucky One" ???

Blind : sounds hurt...hurt..but it is my willingness to be the "Blind". I did realize...I did notice....I did aware...but I keep to be as "Blind"...eh
I Wanna Be That Girl : I have passion....or mission ?? This is for myself...I will keep trying....no harm..but..
I'm The Lucky One : Lucky to have this feeling......maybe I am "Lucky" to have passion in my missio ??? or maybe I am "Lucky" to be the "Blind"

Kau Pergi......

hi again...
i'm sure you all heard the news about arwah yasmin ahmad....surprisingly and shockingly, she has gone..al-fatihah to her..moga rohnya dicucuri rahmat..
we're losing the best malaysian director..coz she brought up the sense of love....heartly touched...harmony, family, cheer and joy..and talentime was the best movie that i ever watched...it is not a typical movie....very simple..and sweet to watch ^_^
and i'm looking forward to watch "muallaf"....somehow, the movie was band in malaysia....it did preview in singapore and i heard the response was tremendously great, more than "sepet"...

last week i watched "setem" movie directed by Kabir Bhatia (also the movie director of "Cinta" and "Sepi")...well i guess the main element of his movie are about being "related" or "connected". I went with my new friend...(coz my teman nuntun movie xde....dok pi bercuti seminggu....ceh). Damn kelakar giler...another "must watch" malay movie....hehehe...but for those yang x sokong filem tempatan nie....they would say...ada photocopy macam filem barat...mmm...ala..cerita dia macam "Italian Job"....cuma beza nya..all characters are connected and funny...hahaha...but that movie...i gelak from the beginning till habis..huhuh..

talking about "new fren" nie....mmm..he's a friend of my bangi fren...al macam biasa...kenal thru facebook..mmm...seems he knew that I am travelling to Japan...dia order souvenir..hahah....yang tu x kisah la...memang ada la beli pun...and part yang x best nya...dia ajak la jumpa...ok fine..no hal....and then dia boleh cakap apa tau.."jangan lupa souvenir saya tau".....what the ____???!!! hello.....ini nak jumpa saya ke or nak souvenir semata² ?? hissshh...then masa nak balik tu.....keep saying again...!!! orang ingat laa....x lupe pun...takut sangat ke i bagi kat orang lain ?? !! then..nak ajak lagi tgk movie "the proposal"...haa...baru je tgk wayang hari tu....!! (hello...teman nuntun movie !! faster come back la..i don't want other temans ok....!!)

pabila terserempak sepupu.....

hehehehe...

boleh pulak kan....tetiba sepupu nak datang jumpa mamat tuh...so, nak mengelak ?? perut lapar..x kan nak mengurung diri kat situ plak ?? barn buddy plak...almost semua farm dah berjaya curi semua fruits !! x cukup lagi...letak bugs and weeds...hehee...then nak tunjuk baik and nak earn coints.....bersihkan la farm....sah sah la x boleh...dah rosakkan farm org....then nak bersihkan semula ?? so hipokrit....!! yg design game ni pun semestinya bijak !! hehehe...terus that night naik sampai level experience 2 !! hebat x hebat....huhuhuh...!!

berbalik pada sepupu tadi.....so turun la ke alif bistro pergi berjumpa....dengan muka yg "macam biasa"....sepupu agak terkejut, then tersengih....in my heart says..**ceh, ape la mamat ni fikir !! konon dia berjaya jadi cupid laaa ??!!**

agak x sangka, rupenye cam ni la life sepupu aku and his wife...sangat open....2 x 5 daa....haha...lawak2...mati-matian ku sangka..sepupu2 belah abah nie baik2..alim2....huhuhu.....x kisah la...jaga hal masing2 saje la...hehe..tp tak sangka gak......byk kawan kamal minat i tauuuu **perasaannnnnn!!**

harus bersyukur.....mungkin masalah kita tidak lah seteruk mana berbanding masalah orangg lain...

for quite long time i havent met my ex colleague. he's a despatch. a married despatch guy.funny man...muke selamber buat lawak..
i'm sure he enjoys being a family man...ada anak laki sorang plak tu....heheheh...

things happened whereby the in laws wanted them to be separated. somehow his wife didn't show her insist to stand up and defend their relationship. and she didnt care much of her child....he kept asking to himself...."apa la salah aku.....nak kata aku mengongkong....tak....nak kata aku tak bertanggungjawab.....pun tak jugak...."
looking at his face.....he is totally hurt and disappointed....kasihan...bila nak dibandingkan dengan situasi yg terjadi pada saya.....dia punye kes lagi parah....

pity him...org nya sangat lah baik....kelakar plak tu.....takkan sebab status dia peon man....family jadi x suka ?? mmmm....benda dah terjadi...dia berserah pada tuhan...mungkin ada sebab jadi begini....mmmm....somehow, he still able to smile and do jokes...way to go man !...tabah sentiasa !!!

another 30 minutes to 6pm....zzzz..zzzz....sleepy sgt2...last nite seronok main poker kt fb...hehehe...menang la jugak...hahahah !! fun ! fun !

pergi......by aizat

sayu...terpisah
hikayat indah kini hanya tinggal sejarah
berhembus angin rindu
begitu nyamannya terhidu wangian kasihmu

hujan lebat mencurah kini
bagaikan tiada henti
kaulah laguku kau irama terindah
tak lagi kudengari

kau pergi.....
pergi....
sepi tanpa kata
terdiam dan kaku tak daya kau kulupa

apa pun kata mereka
biarkan kenangan berbunga di ranting usia

for whole 48 hours...layan lagu ni je...begitu melodic and it has own senstivity
Aizat - PERGI.mp3

talentime....

i watched this movie before...really nice movie to watch....those actors are among malays, chinese and indians...i can feel the joy, the moments, the happiness, the sadness, the love...really really touched....with song by aizat - pergi and Rahat Fateh Ali Khan -O Re Piya .....very touched...very touched..and touched.. (hehe..i ni sensitif skit....)...but seriously, yasmin ahmad did a very well job. different. unique.interesting :)

sambil² layan lagu aizat ni.....buat exercise katakana....gile payah !!! hahaa...my japanese name will be like as below, and few names as well. hehehe

raihana = ライハナ

izuwan = イズワン

ramubo = ラムボ

anuaru zin = アヌアル　ジン　(hahaha...nama wajib kena ingat !)

this is coz i'm going to have katakana test tomorrow !!! huhuhu.....difficult loh...the characters are sharp, not as soft as hiragana.....huhuhuh...

previous was hiragana test....dgn tak jujurnye i meniru !!!...heheheh... full marks and cemerlang...!!!!

tonite will go to cinema to watch terminator salvation. my brother n sister cakap cerita tu best.....so mesti tengokkk !! but i have watched night at the museum 2...lawak abis....especially part darth vader nak join geng firaun tu....hahaha...(kena tgk tauuu)....

tomorrow, will comment the terminator salvation movie...hahaha....and study nihon !! yokatta....

hello !

hi all...!!

i think this time i will blog in malay...hahahaha !!
hey...agak lama la jugak la x blog nie....seriously, gua memang bukan kaki blogger...unlike my fren sorang tu...gila rajin gak la...talking about his opinions..bla bla bla..kengkadang nak baca pun penat..hehehe...

rase nye...sekarang i dah ok...headache pun dah kurang...so sekarang cuma...**chill **chill **chill....**happy **happy
cuma hati agak butterfly & flower flower.....(bunga-bunga laa...) hehehehe.....kengkadang tu selalu gak la sengih sorang2....x kire tempat gak laa..dlm tren, bilik air - time tgh shower, beratur beli makan...(chett...malu sioott)......hehehe...dah tentu la ada benda jadi kann....haha..x mo bagitau aaa...rahsia...(hampeh..baik x yah blog mcm tu !!!)......hehe...nanti la kot...

apa yg gua boleh cerita...rasa seronok la bile lepak ngan geng laki...kengkadang mcm boleh tau rahsia2 dorang ni kan....walaupun diorang cover2 skit....tp cam boleh tangkap jugak laa....hahaha...x kisah sgt pun...korang citer depan2 pun....tgk la esok lusa..da lupa citer tu...hahahaha...tp gua agak x sangka...yg possibility nak masuk geng tu agak besar gak aaa....cuma perlu gain trust dgn diorang...(rasenye cam boleh....ceh ceh...konfiden...konfiden...huhuhuh)....tp rasa cam x kisah sgt laa...cuma rasa seronok berkawan dgn diorang nie....memang fun...unlike lepak ngan geng pompuan kan....adoii...cam nak pitam pun ada....ngan bising nye...ngan girls' stuff laa...so god pretender la kaum pompuan2 yg perasan cantik and hot nie....urghh !! talking about hot kan.....geng2 laki cakap gua hot..!!! x jangka la dapat compliment cam tu hahahaha....serious beb, coz gua rasa cam biasa je...mungkin baju gua pakai tu je la yg buat nampak hot..hahah....arigatou guyzz.. !!

tp ade sedikit tertanya...gua ada perangai cam laki skit....betul ke ? entah aaa...org yg cakap..bukan i yg ckp ok.. !!! hahaha...main thing is....x yah nak berselindung, nak pretend or become watsoever...just be yourself and kite enjoyyyyy (gaya puteri by nora danish) hehehe...

and lagi satu....sebenar nye gua kat offc nie...hahaha...gile bosan x de kerja dol...memang teruk la few months nie...da 2 bln beb x achieve target..huhuh..menyedihkan ! risau pun ada...ye aaa...economic x berapa bagus....dengan flu ni...entah bila business boleh jadi ok...hmmmmm...

ok aaa....itu saja untuk ari ni....hait ! otsukasama deshita !